"Anonymous, rugi lah siapa yang tak rindu aku."
"Anonymous, I love all of us sooo much!"
Nada bergurau tapi aku serius sebenarnya weh. Serius. Penuh harapan untuk engkorang cakap sesuatu. Alhamdulillah, certain gave a special gift for me through everything. But you? So hard. Sometimes I assumed maybe you feel so shy to say something sweet. Or, do you feel annoyed with me? I said thanks because you help me a lot. I said sorry if I made mistakes. You ask me questions, I tried to give you the best answers. You tell me your probs, I tried to give you the best solutions. Low motivated, I tried to give you spirit. Act, I wanna share anything what I have. I miss you. I'm texting you with my joke words because I don't want you know that I'm totally miss you. I wanna you feel it indirectly.
Hey you, sometimes I'm confused. Honestly, I feel it when we are talking about school. You said to me that you wanna become relax-person in academic and tend to compete each other when the time is coming. But, what you have done that is not same with your prof words. When you are not satisfied with your marks, you just pretend to say that everything is okay. Cool. But your body language said that you feel so frustrated. You lied, for what? You said you don't care if anyone were joined clubs or societies at school but when someone ask me to join SRC, you said that you wanna join 'that group'. Why? Can you tell me the truth? Who am I from your beloved black eyes? Hey you, you are my friend. I will try my best to be the best ever for you, for all of us.
2 years with you. I don't know what to say when I'm thinking about you. Sometimes when you makes me hurt, I just keep silent and round-the-world but my face can tell others what I feel. I don't like to have a nonsense-cat-fight with you. I surrender because I love you.
husnusdzon about you and I still love you, all of us :'(
Fawathiqillahumma rabithataha
Fawathiqillahumma rabithataha